Or is it the workout?
As part of my terms of slavery and chastity I need to work out and lose weight because I'm a fat fuck. I do not dislike this, I find the workout exhilarating and I want to lose weight. It's a win-win situation. The downside is that working out makes me horny.
Now I've been locked up for slightly longer than a week, and have been looking at porn on a daily basis with no release. So it only makes sense that I'd be a little bit hot just because of the buildup of sexual energy with no great outlet. I would have hoped that the exhausting nature of a good workout would expend some of that energy, but I would be wrong.
About the time my arms started feeling like bony jello, after my sixtieth bench press to be specific, the thought crossed my mind that I really wanted to masturbate. As I've already said, this is to be expected, what with the whole chastity thing. Except whereas normally the thought would be triggered by something like a cute girl not dressed for the northeast December weather and then would pass quickly, I couldn't get masturbation or sex off my mind the whole time I was working out.
And now almost two hours later it's still on my mind. Though thankfully not quite to the extent that it was earlier. So rather than looking at porn and wishing I wasn't locked up I have the sense to write this. blog post.
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